If I could explain myself, it would be exactly how this guy does:
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdQU4DoJ/

“It’s not always that easy to distinguish between the good guys and the bad guys. Sinners can surprise you. And the same is true for saints. Why do we try to define people as simply good or simply evil? Because no one wants to admit that compassion and cruelty can exist side by side in one heart. And that anyone is capable of anything.”

“When we long for life without difficulties, remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary winds and diamonds are made under pressure.”

WHO ARE YOU?

My name is Danielle. My dog Nina is my best girl. She is the most important part of my life. She is forever my hero. I live in New Jersey. I love to snowboard, binge seasons, create dreamcatchers, spend time with my loved ones, and now sharing my life with you. Exciting yet nerve-wracking! If I think of anything about myself, it’s what other people have said. For example, one person once said that I am like a “fresh cup of coffee.” Another said that I am the “double shot of espresso”. I have always been a bubbly and smily girl with all good intention but in absolutely no direction. It all has caught up to me. The past years I have questioned what I like, what I don’t, who I am, who I am not, my strength, and so many other thoughts that come to mind.. Honestly, I am still figuring it out. That is kind of why I’m here. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and a trail of others that go along with it about 4-5 years ago. I lived with it for a long time not knowing it. I’ll probably call that post Self Destruction. Anyways, years later, I really feel like I am at square one. Mentally and physically I still feel defeated. I need to change my life. I know I need to take it one step at a time with a lot to learn on the way. I decided to make my journey accessible. Even if I can help one person by sharing what I go through in life, that is more than none. If you’ve read this far, thank you. I hope you stay with me along the way.

I love Lana Del Rey, like A LOT, Christina Aguilera, Ariana Grande, Taking Back Sunday, NF, Green Day, Stevie Nicks, the entire Bronx Tale Soundtrack..music is the best.. anything that is saved on my Shazam.

Movies I love are Stepbrothers, Pretty Woman, Bronx Tale, What Lies Beneath, Gothika, Beaches, Steel Magnolias, Silence of the Lambs, Bone Collector, Lady and the Tramp, the Little Mermaid, and more.